…unique me

hmm…la lang..just a while ago, napag-isip-isip ko na im still lucky. i dont know bigla na lang "out of the blue" daming thoughts na pumasok sa isip ko..siguro, pigang piga na rin ang mind ko…i mean it…daming mga bagay na kailngang pag-isipan, lalu na sa part ko..i assumed lahat naman tayo, we have our own concerns na kung minsan we think of "giving up"…just a tip: dont! life is beautiful..sabagay sino nga ba naman ako para paniwalaan? but then again…i just feel..iba kasi pag lumalaban..and yep, i admit..i cry a lot but it doesnt mean i’m weak…i have my weaknesses but i know on how to deal with them..i’ve been through a lot of hardhips, heartaches and sufferings..but, i can say na iba ba ako ngayon..more matured, understanding and open minded…daming mga bagay na nakatulong sa akin to cope to all of these hardships that im encountering now…i dont consider these a "bad" things…kaya nga lang minsan pag sobra na iniisip mo to the point of you wanna give up…there is this thing na nagiging irrational…minsan we just really have to trust our self…prove to ourself and as well as to OTHERS that we can…life is beautiful and meaningful..there should be no dull moments but i know, it cannot be avoided…sometimes you just have to convince yourself na things will be okay.

most of all have FAITH IN GOD>>>prayers are really powerful. no worries

"im still willing to sacrifice things for you…i mean it and i’l do it" –0905

to mamabeth and my family: thanks so much for believing in me…sorry also for betraying your trust minsan. isa akong pasaway na bata..bawal makipagboyfriend ang sabi nio pero sinuway ko..now, i know what you mean. and thank you so much for making me feel na tiwala pa rin kayo sa kin…love you all

to my bestfriend : reylani: sis, balu ku dakal tana lebasan..salamat king egana gana..nung ala ka eku balu nung makananu ku. u’ve been my partner na rin for so many years. thanks for all the good things that uve done for me..ur simply the best. sorry, for all the faults as well.. i know i made you irritated sometimes. sstill, you believe in me. love you for being so real. you deserve everything that you have right now..and im pretty sure that God will continue to bless you for you are such a great person. salamat sa lahat sis…:) kaluguran daka.

PARA SA YO : dont know how to start this…im not even sure if you’ll be able to read this message…eve n if you dont, just want you to know that you made me stronger. you taught me how to fall in love and taught me how to fight. i’ve been through a lot of challenges na rin and i know that i will still be able to fight…i may not be with you all the time, or talk to you often..but i want you to know that im still the "joyjoy" you used to call "lola"…im still the same person na kinukulit ka…and im still the person who is willing to give up some things simply for you..sorry for the "pressures" na naibigay ko sayo…sometimes cant help but say na kasalanan ko naman lahat…hope you still believe in me…you mean a lot to me…and i think saying "you have a special place in my heart" captures everything…for me, its more than saying i love you. i dont want to be vocal..and i guess my actions speak louder. just be safe always.

chriselle: thanks dear for always being there for me…kahit malayo ka, you made me feel na tsu pa rin ing dati tamung piyabe. eka mu biyasa, super ganaka ka pa at apagkatuwalaan. salamat king saup at dasal. i always pray for you also. i miss you na and keep me posted okay? metung ka pa rin kareng taung ttreasure ku. sana eka magbayu and sana lakasan mu ing lub mu. love u

to mama echay: i miss you na sobra. thanks sa lahat. you’re a great help i swear. and i just you to know and the whole world that I AM SO PROUD of YOU. love you ma echs!

to ma rizza: finally…hmmp…saan ka man mapadpad, love pa rin kita. tama ka..ang beauty. thanks for always believing in me and thanks sa lahat. i’l keep you posted and i’l pray for you. konting ingat.huwag agad magtiwala sa mga tao. alam muna..some people tend to abuse lovelots..mana pa rin ako sayo ng kaseksihan..:)

to all my friends: thanks for the support. i love you all. iba talaga kayo

MITCHA dito pa rin ako for you…just always remember that. la magbabago…ingat!

sa mga taong nareject ko: GUYS…sorry…yun lang masasabi ko. di ko po sinasadya na saktan kayo. it may sounds madrama r magfefeeling but im really really sorry…sorry…di pa ko handa (geez)…Pero salamat sa pagpapakita na kayo ay concern kayo sa akin.

simple.i got sick. i didn’t train. hmm..:( i miss some peeps and i miss him

grrrr :>

..wala lang. just wanna share that even if i am not in the beach this summer, im enjoying..training plus ojt..kewl, its so nice to deal with people talaga…hehe Ü tapos, its fulfilling kapag bumalik sila sayo saying, uy, you’re a great help..siba astig? but….pag sarili mo nang problema…kahit balikan mo pa mga notes mo mula una prang ang hirap…hehe.ako? iyak lang ang katapat..hehehe Ü iba din kasi pag mashado ng personal mga iniisip mo..ewan ko, im just trusting GOD. i know, lahat naman may purpose..sabi nga ng ginebra "bilog ang mundo".