…unique me

i just would like to thank all the people who have been part of my life if i would list down all of your names here, i wont be able to do my other stuff..but, let me try..

SIS PREY you’ve been my sister..my real sister..thanks for everything. sa ruffles, sa lays, sa chocolates at pati na rin sa mga inuman at lahat lahat and most of all thanks for welcoming me in your family..to mommy and daddy..love you much!

MAMA NANCY thanks din po sa lahat..as in sa lahat lahat. i know you know what i mean..thanks sa mga pagpapatawa at salamat sa pagtawag na "ganda"..kakaiba ka..isa kang alamat at patuloy kong aalagaan bilang kaibigan. naks! miss you also and im looking forward to see you the soonest.

RINI RING RANG my childhood buddy…now dalaga na kami..salamat ri, at atyu ka parin ken para kanaku..inspired ku uling abe daka hanggang ngeni it may not be physically but im sure we’re together sa spirit. good luck to you endeavors.. love daka ri!

TROPA (PAO, MAT, DAVE, KHALIL, HANN, JIAO, VAUGHN, ED, etc)you are all my inspirations..naks! alam ko tatawa si pao, nakokornihan..hehehe pero salamat sa lahat..friendship day daw kasi ngayon eh kaya naisipan ko to.. love you all! naks naman! ayusin niyo buhay niyong lahat. HAHAHA

BESTFRIEND (SIS REY) amimiss danaka..mejo busy tamu kasi eh pero love daka pa murin..ka prin bestfriend ku e magbayu ita..love you and good luck king schooling. proud ku keka..inspirasyun daka sobra

SA MGA FRIENDS KO (marami sobra eh)…thanks for everything. mahal ko kayong lahat as in! swear

CHRISTIAN: speechless..(haha). Thanks for being YOU…the REAL YOU.

…just a thought that came up my mind a while ago. this will me for some people: learn when to STOP and just GO ON with your life. life is too short..so, why dont we live it well. Dont let your happiness dependent on someone. LIVE life as if it will be your last day. LIVE life to the fullest. — from JML

grrr…life nga naman kakaiba..pagmalungkot ka, gusto mo masaya..hmm. when you have the things or people naman that would make you happy..you seemed to be confused..o baka naman ako lang?! hmm, yeah right! its me…one of the weirdest woman on earth! grrr…sana makatulog ako yung hindi muna magising pero buhay pa…and then if gising na ako, then ayos lahat! grr..is in it impossible?

anyways, im not making any sense here…id rather go the gym or do something productive! joyi, gising na sa realidad! haha

this is definitely for you baby.

I don’t wanna go another day
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody’s breaking up
And throwing their love away
but I know I got a good thing right here
That’s why I say (Hey~…)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu

I don’t wanna go another day
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain’t nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you’re the only one for me
That’s why I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must a stickwitu  My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu

And now
Ain’t nothing else I can need
And now
I’m singing ’cause you’re so, so into me
I got you
We’ll be making love endlessly
I’m with you
Baby I’m with you, baby you’re with me

^{So don’t you worry about
People hanging around
They ain’t bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that’s all that counts
So don’t you worry about
People hanging around
They ain’t bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that’s, that’s why I say (Hey)}

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody’s gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody’s gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu

i need strength to overcome all of these…

i need you all…

i need God!

smile though your heart is aching

…isa muling araw ng pagsusulat..isang freewriting sabi nga ng aking guro sa Filipino…isang bagay na matagal ko ng gawin ngunit nauudlot…isang bagay na nagbibigay sa akin ng lakas at pag-asa..PAGSUSULAT. wala naman ako mashado sasabihin dito..freewriting nga eh…pero naniniwala ako na sa kalagitnaan ng sulat na ito ay may mga uusbong na ideya….ideya ng kung saan makikita at madarama ang tunay kong nararamdaman sa kasalukuyan…sa maniwala kayo at hindi, tuloy tuloy ang aking pagpindot sa keyboard..di baleng  mali and spelling or grammar basta naisasakatuparan ang totoong layunin ng malayang pagsusulat…bakit nga ba hindi pwedeng masaya lahat? yun tipong lahat walang problema…tinatanong ko ito pero alam ko ang kasagutan…ganyan ako kagulo…ganyan ako mag-isip..ako’y isang babaeng praning. pnoproblema ang hindi naman dapat…iniiisip ang hindi naman dapat pinagiisipan…ngunit sa pagiging ganyan ko, may mga bagay akong natutunan na ako lang ang makapagpapaliwanag. Pag-iyak. ako ay isang magandang ehemplo ng pagluha…kung aking inipon ang bawat patak ng luha ko siguro maaring katumbas na ng tubig na ibinigay ng isang bagyo. Hapdi at Sakit. ako rin may isang modelo ng ganitong emosyon…isang tao na sadyang nakaranas, nakakaranas at makakaranas nito…ngunit sa kabila ng mga bagay na ito..eto ako nagsusulat. lumalaban at umaasa..umaasa na sa pagdating ng tamang panahon ay tuluyan ko ng maramdaman ang kaligayahan na aking inaasam…sa pagmamahal ko sayo ako nabubuhay, nagpapatuloy ay lumalaban!

i am so restless…hay! sleepless nights! wheew! konti nalang..

..minsan kailangan nating tanggapin na hindi lahat ng ating kagustuhan ay masusunod…mahirap paniwalaan sa una…pero kailangan tanggapin…Pero napakagandang alalahanin ang mga bagay na nagbigay sa atin ng kasiyahan..mga bagay o tao na nagbigay sa atin ng inspirasyon at lakas para magpatuloy…Ngunit, nasubukan mo na bang alalahanin o isipin na ang mga bagay o tao na ito ay maari din palang mawala…para ng hanging lang na dadampi sa iyong mga pisngi…subalit…hindi natin maikakaila na sa mga pagkakataong yaon ay kung minsan nangingibabaw pa rin ang mga positibong bagay. Minsan, nakukuha nating magalit…mainis…halos sumigaw sa hadpi..magwala sa sakit…

pero bakit ganon?…patuloy pa din nating binabalikan ang mga masasayang araw…nakakalimutan natin ang anumang sakit na ating nararamdaman…

ako nga ba’y tunay na nagmamahal?

…this will not take long! i just would like to thank all of you guys for always supporting me. For all the hugs and kisses, thank you…for lending me your ears and shoulders..thanks…for giving me tissues or even your own hankies to wipe my tears, thank you…for all the advice and everything..salamat! for all the efforts and appreciation, thank YOU. i cant imagine my life without all of you guys. You were my anchors…my shoulders…and my strength (God as well of course). Thanks you for believing in me…for making me believed that life somewho is fair (for other it may not)…i thank God for giving me wonderful gifts like you. i may not be rich in material wealth but i believed that i have great great great friends like you which i consider treasures more than diamonds…lastly, you also made me believed that there is still rainbow after the rain.